thê world of fantasy

2004-10-07T22:50:00.000+08:00

for the first time in my life, i felt really guilty. there was a sinking feeling in my heart and i noe y. i was selfish yes i was. how i wish i never read it at all. really. i rather be facing the sweet fairytale than the harsh reality. the good times. were they all fake? i dunno. i really dunno. y mus i alwaes be submissive? to wards pple-frens, teachers, n anyone in my life. i tot we were 4 real. then when i read dat i realised that IT was entirely not true. maybe dat was in the past, not now. i dunno. *toot* seems so fake. n it's not true k. maybe to a small extent only. i dun care. she was e one hu didn't care- not me. so y shld i bother. budden i bet the perfect image will return 2mrw. i noe dat i m slow. dat happened lyk mths n mths ago. i noe. but i only noe dat the truth could be revealed later if i wasn't slacking away. how i wish i never knew.
if u dunno wad i m toking abt, gd. cos dat's e main purpose. i hope no one understands dis at all. friendships- antonio n bassanio, me n mi frens, classmates n ex-classmates. i wish that i never existed so that i will not be able to face the harsh reality of life. LIFE SUX. PERIOD.

fly away
escape
shoo

2004-09-09T15:46:00.000+08:00

stupid blogger my whole entry carn be seen. dun trust it already. shall save all my entries before publishing in the future. no. from now on.

2004-09-09T15:13:00.000+08:00

i m left with so much hwk now... bahh bahh... n there's stil rck accred coming up... phew... but luckily i dun hv 2 do evac accred... or else i die even more... budden my rmates hv 2 lor... anyway all e best everyone!!
oh n yar... if u saw my msn nic at approximately 3pm 2dae... dun be shocked k... it was entirely not me k... realli... i was freaked out at my msn nic too lar... n s'more i was toking 2 jeremy online too lor... freaky yao1 guai4!
anyway lemme tok abt yest. i went out wif jun zhu n doreen... we met at causeway point n i was acting crazy... oh yar... doreen jus had her braces 3 days ago. n she had 2 pluck out 4 teeth. ouch. imagine me manx... my nxt dental appt is on 20/9... hopei rem 2 go... lol... back to topic. so we ate lunch n then we walk walk. bought hairbands frm minitoons, then went 2 popular to get some markers. then went to buy movie tix [13 going on 30] then walk somemore. then take neoprint at some lousy neoprint shop cos it seems antique. wasted $15... =( then went to watch 13 going on 30. it's g8 manx. budden a cinderella story is nicer. then 4 some wierd reason i started crying at e part when matty was getting married. [shh... dun tell anyone- they dun noe oso] then walk somemore n went back home at arnd 6... the stupid neoprints were a waste of money tho... lesson learnt. dun take neoprints in antique neoprint shops. was telling them we could go 2 heeren or cine to take them then rush back...lol... lame yeah?
ok i gtg n study 4 that freaky hist test.
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2004-09-06T18:00:00.000+08:00

finally... the arrival of my 5th blog. hopefully, i can remember my blog username sia. anyway, i watched "a cinderella story" yesterday. it was so so so so NICE!!!! my cuz n i even cried lor. it rawks manx...
ok... i jus wan to test my first post. so tata for now....
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